Hey Fibrofighters…
It has been forever since I have written a blog – just shy of 7 months was my last post release. I have not forgotten about you all! For those of you who follow my Facebook page, you all know I continue to post there fairly consistently along with monitoring Fibrofighter’s private support group. I first set out to just take a few weeks break from writing and then life happened….
In February of 2024 my fibromyalgia symptoms got severely worse. I assumed I was in a fibro flare up. The muscle pain turned into full body joint pain and the muscle pain seemed to be non existent. I rarely experienced joint pain since being diagnosed with fibromyalgia – it was usually always muscle and bone pain. The sudden change, left me confused and scrambling to try to figure out what caused such a drastic change to take place. I knew I had confirmed osteoarthritis in my neck and lower back – I just assumed I had osteoarthritis in many other joints through out my body. The joint pain began to severely impact my ability to move. I tried every pain reliever, muscle relaxant, pain medication I was prescribed to help with my fibromyalgia pain over the years with absolutely no relief. I found myself laying in bed almost all day barely finding the motivation to even walk to the bathroom because my hips and knees were so sore. Even to weight bear made my knees want to buckle from the pain. I started having daily high fevers of 105 F , swollen lymph nodes and a sore throat as if I had strep throat. I felt like I had been run over by a bus. Although fibromyalgia can cause these symptoms it is usually not seen daily and at the severity I was experiencing. I had been on a wait list to see an infectious disease doctor to investigate more in depth.
Fast forward to April 2024 – knowing I would be told by my doctor it was most likely fibromyalgia and it was just “part of the package”, I never really had an in depth conversation about the new symptoms or worsening symptoms. I did mention the joint pain in my shoulders and was recommended to attend physio. I declined this recommendation as I knew it was all my joints not just my shoulders. My blood work always comes back “pristine” as I am often told. Doctors always responded back stating it is “just fibromyalgia”. If you are reading this post and have fibromyalgia, you totally get the frustration that comes from this comment. The comment we all dread hearing because it makes us feel unvalidated, crazy and as if we are just exaggerating our symptoms. Doctors don’t refer to cancer as “just cancer”, why is fibromyalgia “just fibromyalgia”? Fibromyalgia in itself can be very debilitating and life changing just like cancer can be. I decided it was time to step out of my comfort zone. I reached out on Facebook- on a local group looking for a naturopathic doctor. I was at my wits end after a month and half of severe joint pain, fevers, swollen lymph nodes and a sore throat.
The local licensed naturopathic doctor reached out to me personally on Facebook messenger and we set up a phone call. After a 45 minute phone consultation the naturopathic doctor took me as an urgent new patient. We went ahead with the 2 hour initial assessment and by the time we were done she was confident in stating she was 95% suspicious I had lyme disease ( from a tick bite) and most likely a co infection of lyme. We went ahead with the Germany lyme test – I got a call with the results stating I was positive for lyme and a co infection. The lyme test indicated an active infection which had turned chronic – this means I have had lyme disease for many years making it harder to treat and no cure. All the answers I had been searching for, for years had been answered. I had many symptoms that did not align with fibromyalgia alone. The swollen lymph nodes, sore throat and fever mystery had been solved. Lyme and bartonella are the culprits. Sadly routine blood work does not usually indicate any signs of lyme disease. This part still confuses me – lyme is a bacterial infection, but regular blood work did not indicate any bacterial infection in my body. This is because lyme is smart and can make itself undetectable and hide in tissues instead of the blood. It can even disable the immune system from producing antibodies against the bacteria in order to survive. Lyme disables the innate immune system – which is our body’s first defense against “intruders” ( bacteria or germs). Lyme also produces extremely high inflammation, but does not necessarily show on an inflammation blood test. My body inflammation was low, but lyme was causing inflammation to take place in all my joints. The way I see it ( this is just my personal opinion), lyme defies the scientific world and what doctors are taught in medical school. If lyme can outsmart even the scientific world, what is it really capable of doing to the human body? I try not to over think the possible answers to this question because it becomes overwhelming and my anxiety begins to rise.
Lyme disease is often misdiagnosed for fibromyalgia because both conditions have many over lapping symptoms. I won’t be going into the over lap in this blog post, but I will be sure to write a blog with this information in the near future. Sooner rather than later!
I started treatment for lyme at the end of April 2024 and it has been a horrendous road thus far. It is definitely not as simple as taking antibiotics for say strep throat or a chest infection. I was not prepared for how sick I would become 2 hours after taking the first dose of antibiotics. I was bed ridden for the first two months of treatment. I thought my symptoms were bad in February and March, it got much worse. I had to learn how to manage a whole new diagnosis, how to treat, manage side effects from supplements and medications and mentally come to terms with the diagnosis in a hurry. I am coming to the end of month four of treatment and still feel lost in this new journey. Chronic lyme means the bacteria has made it into every part of my body – Every tissue, every joint, every organ and has even passed the blood brain barrier. I have many years ahead of the unknown. Our hope is to eliminate as much bacteria as we can and put the lyme into remission. The sad part is chronic lyme can never be fully eliminated. Even if I am lucky enough to get to remission, a stressor or catching even a bad flu could trigger dormant bacteria out of hiding and the infection becomes active again. I have a long road ahead, but when I got diagnosed with lyme I decided it was time to take my life back!
My advice to you all:
- If you feel it is more than fibromyalgia never stop looking for answers. Never assume every symptom you experience is fibromyalgia related. Make sure to mention new or worsening symptoms to your doctor.
- Trust your gut instinct! I knew deep down that something was extremely wrong, but general doctors often miss the symptoms of lyme. The naturopathic doctor I reached out to is lyme literate and trained to treat lyme.
3. Advocate for yourself. If you don’t stand up for your medical needs, who will? You know your body the best. You know when something is not right.
Much love
Fibrofighter